THE BREAK UP

(i made this the last time my boyfriend and i argue.. about a month ago..
just want to share my feelings the last time i feel so bad..but i am much happy by now so no worries.. :D i so love this poem.. coz this is "ME" )

it was so hard to try and try
to put back the love that dies
and bring back happiness in our time
i just can't help it but cry

it was a cold afternoon outside
my tears just go freezing inside
that i want him out of my sight
and then told him go and die!

it simply breaks my heart saying those words
but i think im out of control
with my heart being hurt
can't do anything that is good

and so i wake up into that lonely dream
i just cried
but still he's wiping my tears
though i made him sad
he ignored, just to make me feel glad

it's bitter that i made myself so poor
with that hate and much pressure
for that i saw what love means
it's just a matter of sacrifice.

MISSING YOU

im so inlove with you
that in my mind i can't even erase you
though ur still lying in my arms
i am missing you

i should have tell you how much you mean to me
but i can't
and tell you how much i love you
but i am scared

i want you
it's just only you
nothing in this world will make me happy
it's just you that i need in eternity

i promise to love you more
though it's fatal to live
in a world with toxics
you'lll be my oxygen that i'll breathe

MISA'S SECOND THOUGHT

i am selfish that's what i know
to kill people's innocence is just my role
though it give's me so much pain
i'll do everything for him to win this game

i offered him my whole life
but then again he's not satisfied
until i traded my own eyes
to a god of death then i got blind

he then loved me after my eyes
for it's his weapon
in a world that he desired
then i realized he's a man of ice

he used me as his own device
i knew that thing but i just agree
with my love for him
i'll be the one who he wants to be

until the end he got heart attack
i wished to him his own luck
though he lose the game he plays
i love him much and it will stay.