You had served me for so long,
And now im quite irresponsible.
I am feeling lost
I think my mind crashed on.
We used to be together,
The time you arent busy yet,
But clearly, one by one we fade
I just don't know but we need to accept it.
I learned to live my life alone,
I used to be tough
as i go through the day
feeling like i am okay.
I didn't expect that this feeling will invade me,
Looks like loneliness embraced me tightly,
I need to hold back,
Or else everything will be gone.
For now, I am sorry.
I need to leave you
And find my self
When i turned out okay,
Promise to be with you again.
Monday, May 9, 2011
Friday, April 29, 2011
THE FLATTERER
He used to tell me im pretty,
Though i never agree
He used to tell me that im nice
With that i never think twice
I used to smile with his compliments
Feeling i am loved in other way.
He showed me how happy i can be
With him theres no word of impossibility.
I am falling from his words
The way he move
All he was A perfect picture of a gentle man
And of course a lover,
Happiness has passed away,
As i discovered how he treats me and others are just the same
He used to flatter me everyday
I was just cold that he might don't stay.
It was a lesson learned,
I have my mistake for i trust him the most,
Though i was being warned
I was fooled and i was lost.
I can;t be a manhater
For i know i'll find someone who will love me
But still i have to take care
And guide myself to find the one who will love me seriously.
Though i never agree
He used to tell me that im nice
With that i never think twice
I used to smile with his compliments
Feeling i am loved in other way.
He showed me how happy i can be
With him theres no word of impossibility.
I am falling from his words
The way he move
All he was A perfect picture of a gentle man
And of course a lover,
Happiness has passed away,
As i discovered how he treats me and others are just the same
He used to flatter me everyday
I was just cold that he might don't stay.
It was a lesson learned,
I have my mistake for i trust him the most,
Though i was being warned
I was fooled and i was lost.
I can;t be a manhater
For i know i'll find someone who will love me
But still i have to take care
And guide myself to find the one who will love me seriously.
WASTED
She told i lie,
and that melts my heart
I want her by my side
But this pain is killing me so i just stopped.
Another arguement to deal with,
I think im kinda tired.
I gave everything to meet her expectations
And still im out of her imagination.
I have collided.
And so i need to focus,
I need to be decided
For me not to lose.
I love her fully,
but then she fooled me.
I dont know what to do
My heart keeps saying she's being UNTRUE.
Anyhow, i don't want this feeling
Im upset and i have the beastest emotion.
I hope and pray that tomorrow will be okay.
I love her so much so I'll just take the risk and stay.
and that melts my heart
I want her by my side
But this pain is killing me so i just stopped.
Another arguement to deal with,
I think im kinda tired.
I gave everything to meet her expectations
And still im out of her imagination.
I have collided.
And so i need to focus,
I need to be decided
For me not to lose.
I love her fully,
but then she fooled me.
I dont know what to do
My heart keeps saying she's being UNTRUE.
Anyhow, i don't want this feeling
Im upset and i have the beastest emotion.
I hope and pray that tomorrow will be okay.
I love her so much so I'll just take the risk and stay.
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